XXIV

Drunk
In this night

Apologies?
No

Clarity of vision?
Yes

Lost Englishman in Colombia
But, less lost than in Scotland!

Burning
(Just a joke)

A tail in two
Cities

Boo!

Yo ho ho, two bottles of rum


XXV

Soft purple and amber dusk
The view from a high window
The Andes darken majestically
Around the plain of Bogotį

Dusk is like dawn, dawn like dusk
Mirror images of each other's souls
One gets lighter, one gets darker
Depending which direction moves time


XXVI

Bush and Blair, with the Spanish creep
They went to meet on the Azores,
They went to work out how they could drop
Hundreds of thousands of tons of bombs
On Iraq. Like stealthy cowards,
Frightened criminals, they went far away
From each of their lands, so that their own peoples
Could not be there, to yell and shout:
"No to your War, No, No,
You go into exile,
You vicious, violent, hypocritical pigs,
Go away, and leave us to try to make
A world without your Murder!"

Claws for death, black teeth
Dripping with thirst for blood,
That is the world NOW,
America and Britain desperate to kill
And devastate Iraq.
"Who will benefit from Reconstruction?
That is The Big Question!
Which Corporations, which States
Will lick up the most blood?"


XXVII

I must calm down, the world is so beautiful,
One must try to preserve peace
In the depth of one's heart,
Although such Anger is aroused
By injustice, lies, and murder.
They really still intend to wage
This ghastly 'war' against Iraq!
Blair's face is so ugly,
He seems to have turned into a troglodyte,
Some demonic, evil, masked, blood-sucking
Yellow bat who creeps, cannot fly,
With Uncle Tom Colin Powell,
And super-vile-idiot Tosh!

O, like that brave German artist
During the First World War,
Who changed his name to John Hartman!
Give me another name.

Such a sick summit on a beautiful island
Surrounded by azure sea!
You were only a few hours there
Beaking to beak about War!

Your brainwashed soldiers bursting to fight
On rich, toady Kuwait's borders;
After a while they will feel otherwise
As they did in Vietnam.

O Shelley, Blake, supply me with strength
Like primordial shamans of the soul!
Help me fling spells of fire
Through all the Universe.


XXVIII

I sit at my desk, I see the last
Lovely glimmers of sunset through
The window. I have my books,
The paper on which I write,
The thoughts in my head about Tairona musical
Instruments in ancient times,
And of the universality of human art.
I await my darling Nidia who should return
In an hour or so, when we will dine
And drink beer, wine, or rum.
How happy I am, what more could I want:
And yet I bleed in every pore of my being
Because of the War that is at this moment starting,
Because Mister Blair has cunningly ensnared
My nation into this despicable Crime.
Yet I must continue life,
Must I not? What else can I do;
But I will never, ever shut my mouth.


XXIX

One end of the earth, is fighting
The other end of the earth.
"Shock and Awe."
When it is night in one,
The other is in daylight.
The earth is not that big,
And it spins so very fast!
How would it look to an alien intelligence?

First strike (Hitler's concept);
At last they have managed to do it,
Those in the Pentagon who have dreamt this dream
Since 1945.

The whole thing stems from Western support
For Israel, because of oil.
(Ever since 1949.)

America has such good qualities,
But in crises the bad side
Prevails. Americans are very warm
And self-expressive, and many have
A deep sense of justice, from that great rebellion
Of the soul, connected with Tom Paine
And others. But there has evolved
Since the days of the Founding Fathers
A tendency to brutish arrogance,
A vicious forcefulness,
Almost as terrible as Nazism.
The trouble is, that with their weapons
(And certainly America is the master of Advanced
Technology), and an understandable
Ignorance due to great distance
(And for that, why not? They originally went
To get away from Old Europe);
Their down-to-earthness turned vile,
Their advance to find Freedom and anti-phoniness
Turned into something desperately horrible,
A bland insensitivity
To human pain outside their borders;
Ideological, yet always condemning ideologies.
America's heroes really are
People like Jim Morrison,
"The West Is The Best," "Save Our City,"
He cried, from a depth that is evermore
True, with every day.

When I dropped in, to an American airport
Recently, I felt so strongly
That they were like us (the British);
Calm and even, very friendly,
Pleasant and warm, well organized,
And not evil at all.
Their country's power has created an insane
Distinction between the people and their government,
With its vile power: some know this
So well: the demonstration
Against the War, in Washington
On March 15th, was the greatest I
Have ever seen, in spiritual power,
In strength of soul, in force of voice,
In use of reason, and in intensity
Of courage: and, of all things most,
In its strength of great Love.
They were tapping into the deepest roots
Of their country's origins, the free spirits
Who went there originally; and even more from
The oppressed, brave, now bursting genius
Of the Afro-Americans, and in the spirit of deep music
From the Indians, the First Americans.

England sprouted some of the first warriors
Of modern freedom: the Levellers,
George Washington, Tom Paine, John Paul;
Then Wordsworth, Blake and Shelley.
All this has been forgotten:
Truth has been crushed
By foul lies and power,
The greed of Empire, Slavery,
Capitalist exploitation. The freeborn Englishman
Who yearned and burned and was sent to Australia
Is what I feel heir to,
Though early extinguished in a rotten history
Of cowardly oppression and brute force.
England has spawned all this rubbish,
And those who opposed it were defeated in body,
Though their spirits survive, and I am of them.
My blood is of the true English Revolution
That never succeeded; I am of its fire,
Equality, truth, love in God,
Justice in the face of Death
Dealt out by all oppressors;
My forefathers, like the Anabaptists,
Would not compromise with any lie.
They were always suppressed
By the Chickenhawks of Power.
They rose like lions from their slumbers,
Over and over again,
But were always drowned in blood.
Then came Thatcher, Major, Blair;
Those traitors and liars buried further
The fire that still thirsts to find its breath,
But Shelley's odes to Liberty will still
One day become our anthems.

Pig Britain, full of lies
I am no longer a citizen.
If I must use its vile passport
It is for lack of an alternative.
I am ashamed, sick, disgusted
With my erstwhile country.
No longer will I think myself
As being of that island.
I am just me, Citizen of the World,
If the world will accept me,
I want only to be a human being
Living a few years beneath the sun and stars
And the moon; to love, and die.



XXX

Gloria, in excelsis,
That is what to aspire to:
Listen to this glory of the Spirit!
Is it of Man, or of the Universe?
Are we mad, or only half-way there?
We are only human beings, of course,
But how can we feel such things:
Where, in our hearts or brains
Lies such truth and wonderment?
We are split beings, the worst of animals,
With minds, but also deceitful angels,
Yet we feel something we invent as God,
And that is something absolutely wonderful,
It is of love, beatitude, friendliness, joy.

O red priest from Venice,
How you did dream such beauty in music,
Here I am, in Bogotį, drinking in
Your unbelievable spirit.
I feel bathed in your imagined ecstasy,
Artist of eternal love
From where did you arise,
How did you survive?
You must have swum in Lake Guatavita,
Your soul clasped in golden truth.


XXXI

Where death lies in fields of sun,
I would love to know.
Golden works of Muisca art
Were buried in deep tombs
Amid a world of grand beauty,
All eyes focus at this moment
Upon a huge field of death,
The cities and deserts of Iraq.

Death, death, death, death:
What a fuss, always, about health,
When human and non-human life
Are systematically extinguished daily
By the forces of Technology.
Extraordinary it is to fuss so much
With details of relative unimportance,
When Death marches to such adulation.

Bush jogs in healthy cockiness,
Hitler loved coffee and cakes,
Stalin sipped vodka and enjoyed caviar:
The first two in daylight, the third at night,
To relax their bodies and minds.
Those beautiful pectorals, earings, figurines,
Of the pre-Hispanic Muiscas, were
Connections to the sun's spirit
Of life, rebirth, fertility; but also
To Death, their permanent companion.


XXXII

I don't like Bush's filthy little dog,
With which the little man seeks to show how kind
And amiable he is. The kind
That bites your ankles, and slobbers its saliva
All over your clothes. At least Hitler
Had a big bad wolf called Blondie,
A slightly more honest replica of his being.
Soft-spoken, determined, sclerotized Bosh,
Some resurrected ghoul of his evil father,
Bush-Bosh walks to an American pellipopter
(Let's hope it crashes), and salutes like a mad
Fanatic at a marine: clap, clap, Bosh,
You know how to salute, how very brave.

I don't care if the people who died today
In Basra, died at the hands of goodies or baddies.
They were civilians, who died because of this War,
No lousy propaganda can alter that.

But it's not a war, it's like crushing a beetle;
The ethical cretinism of the U.S.A.
And Britain, allows them to think they are
Superb heroes. They are but pathetic fools.

Soppy Blair is so sweet,
He wants the 'humanitarian side'
To be promoted strongly. The Yanks don't care,
Their television is so totally controlled,
But it is very important politically
'To keep the Brits on side.'

How can we live with peace in our hearts
With all this going on? Switch off the telly,
Bother not about anything, close down your soul,
Simply become a kicked-about object.

Good boots, the Yanks and Brits have,
The Iraqis' boots are not so good.
Believe in your political leaders?
American soldiers leave their wives
And babies, to help their country's
'Fight against Terrorism!'
Iraqi soldiers leave their wives and babies,
To be killed by the Americans!
Nevertheless, this is a 'Tom and Jerry'!
All is not so good for the bullies.
Wouldn't it be good if they had to flee,
With a big fat flea in their fat ear!
Who can believe Britain and America
Support the oppressed, unless it serves
Their interests, for a little while.

Piddly poddly poodly doo
Blair is a fool and so are you
Claire Short, and all your kind,
Ambitious, vain, heart on sleeve,
But staying with the violence and murder,
Deceiving yourself and many others,
Watching the misery over which you preside
With sad, stupid, wringing hands.
I hope your heart is suffering deeply
Now, as a lesson to others,
(All the while American bombs
Soften up the Opposition).
So far the death rate seems to be
About ten to one militarily, Iraqis to invaders;
Not bad, carry on fighting my friends, Iraqis,
Sand-storms and heat are on your side.
Which gangster will America put,
Which puppet will they choose to place
In control of Iraq, after the U.S. military gonk
Decides it is time to GET OUT!
(But all Iraqis who fight are
Terrorists! Never forget.)

So underhand are Iraqis when they fight
Back! O ho, they should obey
Bush and Blair, Blair and Bush,
And understand that CLAIRE SHORT
Cares about them so very much!
When the blood flows so hopelessly,
Perhaps more people, whatever their rank
Will say NO. Though always some
Will want WAR forever, for that is in their hellish brains,
From perspectives religious, secular, or political,
An addictive virus overtaking them all.
Supposedly decent men and women,
Afflicted with a horrible thought
That settles like a flying worm
To infect polite people, drinking tea,
Extremely fussy about how full to pour
The delicate little teacup.



XXXIII

Soft dawn light
Of gentle Bogotį
My darling asleep
Mist on mountains
I am a man
With a woman I love
Light in relaxed blue
Sky unthreatening peace
Like your sweetest kisses

If I bury in a spiral
In miraculous earth
Deep into unknown
Where unconscious dreams
Upturn in mystery
Thus is the colour
Thus is the form
Where singing little birds
Make my ears full

I am a poet
Strange being of the skies
A gold lizard flying
Half man half jaguar
Over a sacred lake
Joining strange spirits
Swooping and drooping
Regardless of fear
I love in my being
Resplendent as gold


XXXIV

The peace of Guatavita
Amidst this hell of War,

How strange the wisps of Love
Are so easily burnt out

By the warmongers of all shades.
They can always win the battle,

They only need to do it, have a war,
And thus they win for their ghastly dreams

Over all those whose thoughts were of
Flowers, Love, walking the street,

Drinking a cup of coffee,
Perhaps a beer, or rum or two,

Or a prayer to the blue, sunny sky.
It only takes a thug or two

To break the peace and cause hell;
They can always have their War,

Just by starting one.
And then mayhem reigns;

It matters not who 'wins':
Misery, death, suffering,

Gathering threats for a later war
Are all that come. Dragons' teeth

Are sown for everyone.
If today, one side has better weapons,

Why, tomorrow the other may:
Armageddon rules the day.

The defeated become criminals either way,
The victors parade as heroes.

On and on and on and on
Through the infinite centuries,

War wins, because it happens;
Those against it, die.

O let a greater Movement be,
To set the wild sky on fire;

A new generation to fight against War,
With all its brilliance and ecstasy.

Britain and America are puffed-up with pride,
After sixty years of dining out

On the Second World War.
Now is all totally turned around;

They are today the main aggressors,
The architects of Permanent War.

Bog you down into your own lies,
With your own blood; and death.



XXXV

O, sweet, out of sleep
Dream,
Some flowers, peace;
With no
Patriarchs of War,
Beasts of the genetic pool,
Ghastly nightmare phantasms of sickness;

Vile grimacing mouths with soft
Voices, exuding foul
Breath into my face
Halitosis of their souls;

Vile, calm merchants of murder,
Ethically cretinized, fossilized minds,
Accusing me of being mad -
O so extreme, unreasonable, wild!
Fuck you bastards, ignorant fools,
You are the demented, philistine pigs,
Thick as boots, merciless crooks.


XXXV I

With some shrewd use of stick and carrot,
Who knows that Saddam Hussein could not
Have been induced to leave Kuwait,
In 1991? If so, neither the Second nor Third
Gulf Wars would have been required.
And at least Britain and America
Might now have admitted that the First Gulf War
Was their fault: they encouraged and equipped Saddam
To attack Iran, while the Islamic Revolution
Came about as a reaction against
Britain's and America's
Interference in Iran: overthrowing Mossadekh,
Then imposing the hated Shah
Which gave rise to the Ayatollahs.
As always, the West has been the great meddler;
This, mingled with power-hungry
Opportunistic dictators in the Middle East,
Chaos ensuing from Israeli injustice
And oil interests: oil which turns
The West's Machine; these are some
Of the mean ingredients that brought about
The horrible slaughter now in Iraq,
In which Blair sheds tears over two British soldiers,
Supposedly executed by evil Saddam
At the same moment that a column of unwilling
Iraqi soldiers in clapped-out vehicles
Is blasted into fire and mangled metal
By the Super-weaponry of the dead British
Soldiers' colleagues: jolly good show
Blair, go for another Oscar.


XXXVII

It was the same then, when the Spanish came
With huge cannons, horses, armour glinting darkly,
And sent explosions creating terror
Among those they invaded, full of gold
And idolatry: "We will free them
From their falsities, and impose our rule
For their own good. Sad it is
If many should die, but all is for the best,
Said they from their yellow faces
And giant horses, blasting cannon balls
Into the infidels. And then they stole their gold.

Today the Anglo-Americans claim
They free the Iraqis they burn up in
Electronically created fire: their oil
Will be under 'international control'.
They will 'de-Nazify' Iraq,
Which they never did in Germany.
After the Nürenburg Trials, they let the rest
Go, because now it was the Cold War;
In Iraq they will do just the same,
And choose some turncoat from Saddam's entourage
And plonk him into safe power.
Just as America used ex-Nazis in the Cold War,
And taught the secret police in South America
The most advanced forms of torture;
They will make repression yet more horrible in Iraq
With all their most modern methods,
And will create ghastly Hell
In every country they invade.

As in every Western Conquest,
The conquerors play off one group against
Another; soon the former sadly learn
Their great, tragic mistake.

O they bring the True Faith,
American Democracy and American Hamburgers,
Aren't they kind, their B52s
Zoom into skies more viciously than Stukas.
Their bombs are so big,
Their lies are immeasurable;
God Almighty, who made these brutes,
Are they even half human?


XXXVIII

Sweet kisses upon the mouth,
Lovely lips of ecstasy,
Round, open, Latin eyes
Brown, warm, delicious flashes
Love, moist, hot cheeks

A girl calls, in song,
Like the shepherds in the morning
In Tosca, selling tamales,
Horses clip clop by,
And I relapse into a sip of rum,
And listen, listen:

Gloria, Gloria, in excelsis
Here, as everywhere, it is real,
Gloria, Gloria, I love my girl.
Ah, that oboe, it touches Heaven;
Who were you, Antonio Vivaldi?
Never mind, I know you now.

You make your own Heaven,
And it is of Love,
Squeezing between Cholera and the Plague.
I like Gonzalo Arango.
You do what you can to advance that Truth.

I love the girls in this beautiful land
So free and sweet, without dreadful thoughts;
It is difficult to demonstrate as a Sociologist,
But I feel it everywhere, I swear.

I feel so softly loved by you,
Your perfume inculcates some absolute sweetness;
Your gorgeous lips are the loveliest
Blessing that this life can offer.


IXL

They give out bottles of water
To win 'hearts and minds,'
To the people whose food and water supplies
They have just bombed to flames.

They say, the government of the country
They invade is undemocratic;
(Perhaps the Germans in 1939
Could have said the same of Poland).

Those who fight back are terrorists,
Just like the Palestinians,
Exactly what the Nazis called
Fighters in France, Holland, Norway.

Propped up for a decade by the U.S.A.,
If Saddam had not invaded Kuwait
He would still be a pal of the U.S.A.
And could have continued his murdering, unmolested.

Of course, Iraqis hate their dictator,
Did not the Russians in 1941?
But they fought back like wild dogs
Against their foreign invaders.

Yes indeed, they sent dogs
Through the Russian frozen snow,
Packed with bombs to meet up with tanks
And blast them to Eternity

And they climbed ruined stacks
To snipe at German soldiers,
Supplied with bread, vodka, fags,
For as long as it took them there
To pick off a few invading pigs
Who trampled and snorted inside their land:
That is the point, and this we see
Today in Arab Iraq,

The arrogance, brutishness, and stupidity
Of the British and Americans
Will cause their soldiers to suffer greatly,
Without that giving me happiness

This is an illegal and immoral War.
Illegal means criminal, and that is what it is:
A giant Crime against humanity,
A nightmare of inhumanity.

Cowardly carnage dressed in sweet
Propaganda: a kind American soldier
Rescuing an Iraqi boy, ah, pure
Spielberg, framed from his stupid film.

No doubt they will win, and crush
Everything, and devastate Iraq,
What a mess it will all be,
Injustice having succeeded, once again.

Lies, corpses, wrecked tanks,
Bombed buildings, starving people,
Anger, pain, resentment, Hell of
Human spirit, will prevail.

Chaos, looting, suicide attacks,
Resentment, internecine violence;
Social breakdown, utter misery
That the West, once again, will not understand.

Some always wanted to try to find
Just solutions, greater equality,
Equal standards, sometimes sacrifice,
To make the world a happier place.

But we were always bombed upon
With words, moral denunciation,
Undermining of our very soul
For even daring to say such things.

Nothing compared to what the Palestinians
Have suffered for merely daring to exist,
But enough I hope I dare declare
To allow me to say, I understand their soul.

Resolution 242: Israel must GET OUT
Of Palestine: why no onslaught upon Israel
As on Iraq, for 1441?
Sorry, of course! The West supports Israel.

Endless injustice and oppression
Against the Arabs and the Middle East
Exacerbates Islamic Fundamentalism:
As all secular philosophies have failed.

I feel so sad, it is all so stupid,
I feel like Schubert in the dripping rain,
In his String Quintet, D. 596,
The Second Movement, why it should be

Matters no more, I only know
I am so sad. I don't care
Who is Iraqi, Moslem, or Kurd,
Or Colombian, or British, or American.


XL

Gentle as the sky may be
Whatever colour it
I love

Spiral into something strange
University of the soul
Underground

Or flying over crazy mountains
Peaks and quirks
Dark deceptions

Lizards of the strange glass
Rainbows in fear
Just beauty

Girl dancing
Flinging her panties far
Bone by dog


XLI

Bushblair gruesome vicious swine
Kill kill go on murder
No no mercy never
On on kill bomb

The West Is The Best!
Listen to the Butterfly
Listen heads to the ground
Very soft not yet clear

Geoffie Spoon in nu bloo
Smart soot in parlimont
Smacking face big big boon
One of those what? ghouls?

(Lovely boms geffy good good boy;
From what were you born, a concrete coo?)

Mangled twirps dead of cod
Dead fish fucked hate turnip-gods
Cancel your subscription to the Resurrection
Here is your ticket to Eternal Hate

Wake up to the Scream!



XLII

To the screaming, yelling hooligans
Of Bosh's militant regime:
I am no fan of Saddam Hussein
(Have not been for twenty
Years, not merely ten),
But your problems of the mind
Are far more dreadful to humanity.
Your Bash is a cool, organized psychopath,
Working through American Republican Democracy,
With bland, stupid, American Protestantism,
With WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION,
Beyond all those hitherto conceived.
Bish has great problems with his hateful religion;
He holds a manic violence in his anodyne coldness
To ordinary people's suffering.
In his arrogant, ignorant, massive wealth
He displays wormlike cowardice, deep, vicious vengeance.
He works up his followers to immense frenzy,
In some kind of phoney grandeur;
He has an almost totally controlled media,
And never knew a thing beyond,
And never cared a fig.
Which Rhineland or Poland will he next attack,
With all his fanatical euphoria?

(O my American friends, who fought
Against this War, so hard;
You were magnificent; such courage
And strength you drew upon; in the face
Of such bestial ghastliness.)

Bush is not a repeat of Hitler,
But there are deep comparisons to be made:
A philistine ruthlessness of purpose, a love of Victory,
A psychological need for fanatical followers,
Excitement at being hated by all those others
Who don't like his nasty game.
A certainty of mind, which will disintegrate
The moment all goes badly;
Even the love of self will go,
And everything, even Nature
Will prove expendable at the final hour.
Very frail, though so hard:
A certain frightening combination.
The poor German people fell for it,
But now they are wise and calm;
Americans will suffer, though in a different way.
As for Britain! Pathetic Robin
To America's juggernaut;
Christ knows what can happen to it,
It is now very sick;
Pulled into something it knew not why,
It has lost all respect and regard
(What was left of them), among the great majority
Of humanity.

Unjustified, evil, sick War,
As if to prove it were still Great,
Rather than pathetic, as it is,
Putrid, lying, deceived, horrible:
That is Britain; little land,
So boring, so utterly tired, depleted
Of purpose. It allows a creep
Like bleating Blair to lead it into giant War.
God, what can we do?
The murder has now been done;
Filthy, squalid, cowardly murder.
Paraded as Great British Heroism.

Well, some Iraqis fought back like wild lions,
Like real heroes, desperately, against all odds,
With their Less Big Technology, they fought and died
In their thousands. Mere terrorists of course,
Their deaths mean nothing to
THE COALITION, but here I aver
Their great resistance against unjust invasion:
Hopeless cause, like those at Thermopylae:
All honour to them forever!
Brothers in death and courage.
They must have died in deep agony
And terror, brave fighters for whatever they thought;
I was with them in blood and soul,
Poor ordinary men, dying ghastly deaths.

Lovely Blair, he squeaked a song,
Really so lovely it was:
"Education, crime, peace, and wonder
Are all the things I love,
Let's have Sustainable Development,
Let's have freedom and justice too!
Let's bomb to make everyone equal,
Let's pray for jolly good things?
I believe in the United Nations
Just like my frump, Short Claire,
That I was able to twist into
A foul mess, to deceive you all,
Who thought she would oppose the War!
The TV shows a skull or two
And many a gas-mask too,
Proving to all who doubted the goodness
Of blasting and devastating and killing Iraq:
Like Bosh, I really wanted to!"
So shrieked the lovely Blair, condemning
His own soul to Eternal Hell,
But he did not mind, even then he would
Declare the flames of Hell were just
More evidence of Saddam's weapons
Of Mass Mass Mass DESTRUCTION!
Then Blair rolled over like a vile worm
Roasting in the flames:
"O no," he cried, "I must explain,
This War was really a lovely thing,
Because I saw Saddam Hussein
In a very bad dream, one awful night!"
And when he rolled, he sank into
A glorious pit: this was called
Knighthood and Fame, the House of Lords!
And there he could smile with his jaw clenched
Happily, embalmed for ever and ever.

Hundreds of years later, archaeologists found
This minor ruler, who had joined a war
Of conquest, which had badly rebounded;
Though that had happened some time after
The miserable corpse of Blair had been rolled
Into a grave, very boring mummy.

 

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