From swerve
by
- Camille
Martin
one creaturely sees cold
metaphors peril ... obscure lights
on cones & rods jimmy perspective
drawled walk
in admixtures of domains
the halfway mark
edging toward one
holding still in the depths
slaking transparency
to borrow one's words
*
in the best of circumstances
fast words loom in chiseled patience
while memory shuffles continuously
along a more modern song,
consciousness an utter mess.
the whole sonnet might be the doorbell
& breezy margins more like a language.
as memory softens, the possibility of messages
waxes. it is a matter of degree
until it becomes in one's mind a matter of kind.
*
if the past is redundant. rifts beyond what
you have left. partially rusty
pulley eases attempts at silence. dangled
commencement. "the truth of"
accurately domiciled in the form of climate.
of days
happening obliquely. periodically dawn's
causal irrigations ring in the exit,
a tangent maze with blinkering layers and
ordinary thoughts of delicate angles.
a plan limitation to speak of one whole without
answering. the light cold of
conjunction unfurls material to degreeness.
phantom boundaries
confound the reaches of. whether blinding
hover remembers no time.
the breadth of a single trove. trembling
mimicry of earlier
transcriptions. distant shocks amplified
into copious fates.
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truth is good & hungry
conceiving afresh as dawn musters
backstream terminus
an unfamiliar hand
banking on solutions
in dumb space, mooring
paradox, surfacing lines of divide,
surrounded by wavelets sucking
- air
in dives & sways
*
man with crutch
duped by drapes
given up to apostrophe
beatitudes limited
standardize losses
between vocalizations
repeat various grounds
to hide the remnants of a crash
a homonym of a sincere portrait lit by one
possible lantern in provisional increments
seen by gusts of splayed gaze
Three
poems by
- Andy Young
-
- For
the Fissure
-
- for the gilded
leaf
for metallic threads of loss tugging
- through the
unwritten nothing.
- For the twist of
copper
- like a thin rain
of flame,
- for shift of the
lit first sun of June.
- For the blaze in
the breath
- and the pulse in
green through ground.
- For plum plumping
on the vine,
- for seed as it
splits open to become --
- for the splitting
open, the splitting open
- the spilling out.
For patina
- of dream left on
vision, for light
- through the red of
shut lids.
- For plume and
pluck
- and the feathered
down
- spiral of our
lives,
- for fault and
crevice, for rift and glide
- for eruption and
protrusion,
- for rise for fire,
for the edges of things
- and for living on
them.
-
-
- The
Sizzling Stares of Sicilian Men
-
- Lips hips to
nipples then back up again
- searing the flesh
like a fresh lava flow:
- the sizzling
stares of Sicilian men.
-
- They lick you with
thistles and fill you with sin
- silently strip off
each stitch of your clothes,
- lips hips to
nipples then back up again.
-
- In an instant they
know who you are, where youve been,
- the particular
pink of your singular rose --
- the sizzling
stares of Sicilian men.
-
- Pressed into place
like a pinned specimen,
- while they study
each freckle, each dimple, each toe,
- lips hips to
nipples then back up again.
-
- No way to ignore
them, you can only pretend
- to not notice the
heat-creeping hunger of those
- sizzling stares of
Sicilian men.
-
- Like forces of
nature, its hard to defend
- when the hiss of
their eyes starts scorching - Oh!
- lips hips to
nipples and back up again,
- the sizzling
stares of Sicilian men.
-
-
- To
Want the Whole Thing
-
- This is not what I
want to talk about.
- I want to ask
about the grey hue
- longing must take
in evening,
- about the way you
balance
- hope and
acceptance like teacups
- on thin white
saucers.
- I have so many
questions.
- But my mind, you
know
- can't fling across
the huge sheet of it,
- so I stop at a
moment:
-
- An hour before my
birthday
- we decide to eat
the pie
- just the two of
us, blueberry and peach,
- your friend had
made it from scratch.
- Criss-crossed
crust across the top
- is a perfect
latticework.
- We gather plates
and clear red cups.
- Then below the
cellophane
- you spot them:
blots of fur
- between the dough,
- swimming thick on
the berry part.
-
- We should have
known not to leave it out,
- even with the air
conditioning.
- L.A.s so
hot, and who knows anyway
- what clouds the
air. The morning sky
- an eerie grey,
sunsets that last hours.
- Each night you
marvel
- at the gorgeous,
unnatural purples.
- We stand face to
face
- on the linoleum
you scrubbed
- on hand and knee
before my visit,
- your eyes shut
now, forearms
- tense beneath the
pie plate.
-
- Years ago we would
have scraped
- the top layer and
eaten the rest.
- But without an
immune system
- one spoiled bite
could kill you.
- The things you
have to think of!
- You ask me please
to just
- dispose of it,
stomp from the room.
- With a spoon's
urging at the edge
- it comes out
almost whole,
- then falls face
down in the trash,
- its pale bottom
shell collapsing.
-
- Like I said I'd
like to know things:
- things that cloud
your brain
- at night like
thick dumb fish.
- The icy feeling
freezing
- when you suddenly
remember.
- And what about
this love I have
- which seems to
solve nothing?
- The echo a voice
makes
- in your head after
its gone?
- But this sounds a
lot like philosophy,
- and I hate
philosophy at times like these.
- Ten
poems by
- Emma Lew
- The
Tale of Dark Louise
-
- Must there always
be some stray, hungry suitor?
- I strive and I
struggle, I can't keep the wolf.
- On the day
foretold by the travelling scholar,
- I take my hank of
flax and ride out.
- The herring in the
sea fall into a trance.
- I put on the dress
that brought me this shame.
- Fire is never out
of my chamber,
- and the convent's
interdiction falls between.
- I'm not beautiful,
but my eyes are drunk with music.
- I will write
whatever I want on your soul.
- The vine is heavy
again with the sweetest grapes,
- and the ale flows,
and the cellar drowns.
- Fast
-
- She believed every
dumb line she ever had to say.
- She swanned in
voluminous crinoline,
- her marred eyes
seeming to wish more to veil.
- Perhaps the darker
tresses were a cry to the world,
- but there was a
larceny in her too,
- a jittery jumping-off
and onto.
- Some part of her
would always be twitching,
- and she'd break up
long words
- because she liked
the air moving.
- There are women
who breathe only in the lair of spies.
- Savageness moulds
their laughter.
- Svelte in the
weeds behind the porch,
- she slayed her men
with a husky voice,
- and the swirling
leaves casually brushed her body.
- Storm
-
- What a wild
heretical light
- when day bursts
its filmy skin,
- and pain's already
in the wind,
- and the sun sees
itself
- shattered into
air,
- and thunder
- shivers down,
- so frail now
- in the lost roar
of rain,
- and clouds stay
close
- but with a hunger,
- and the birds are
still,
- and their
stillness
- hurts more than
their song.
- Red
- Find some
truly hard people - Lenin
-
- Leagues apart, and
in what latitudes together;
- in the most
forlorn regions of the oceanic city,
- and here moving
softly through the listening crowd,
- we came and we
came, and we left our machines
- at night, and
everywhere hidden wires had only
- to be touched.
Class hatred had then just dawned.
- Cables of denial
sped. I remember how the tolling
- of a bell would
flood, the insurrection surely
- cutting my face.
Some high official was thrown
- into the river,
and this became the meshing
- of the wheels, and
when lightning struck that part
- of the old palace,
all the theatres were deceived,
- or deceived
themselves. We were the hired
- and the depraved,
thin and dark and unjust,
- prepared to burst
in that ray of light when it came,
- hearing nothing
and scribbling until the stupid lamp
- began to smoke.
Everyday we had to thieve
- and dive and take
the lifted hand of destiny
- for a dream. The
mud seemed a merciful provision,
- the village did
its best to teach us fear. Or was it
- the darkness of
expectation and secret emissaries
- who had come the
same way? We were shadowy
- in our own eyes as
well, denouncing only
- when silence
failed. Depots, arsenals we could
- dare those raids
with new extremes of shivering
- force, and death
was just a tremor far down,
- the master who
lies in the heart of the serf.
- What we were
whispering became the clamour,
- so the cargo of
the ship was unseen and not
- thought of, and we
had been carrying
- impeccable papers,
fine ardour among us
- on our straight
path. My wound sparkles
- at these memories:
how victory was so often
- a collapse, how
the pines ran past our sledges
- like soldiers, and
the wind was always pressing
- on the earth. The
very themes were existence
- and did not
dissolve, for the true mind does not
- need a body for
its life, like the bombs, which
- we knew must come,
spoiling the small pleasures
- they dispensed.
- Theory
of the Leash
-
- Theres a
beautiful law about truancy,
- making the place
breathe easier.
- The edgy young
whose dealing is to lash,
- the veneer of
someone whos meant
- to believe
its all part of the way
- dying is taught
now, meeting
- on the road
somewhere, holding hands
- and getting scared.
-
- Here lie your
dreams in a grid:
- the good times,
the money, all the money
- youll make.
Its sort of a code,
- its a clue
about something,
- but mostly a
strong, grim presence
- following a trail.
Even in prison
- you get some dark
magic, you take
- all that bliss and
you batten it down,
- crossing the line
into serious narcissism,
- on Saturday night,
when everyones
- related to
everyone else.
-
- So yeah youve
got to make your own bed,
- let mercy run the
show while you rot
- through school,
apologise to the town
- by selling drugs
sure, it involves
- greed, but in a
nice way.
- Quite persuasive,
at the cafeteria.
- Youre gone
before they unwrap
- their mistake. Youre
renting
- real teenagers,
moons stashed
- in the toilet. You
can never change
- history, but it
was just the same as this.
- Light
Tasks
-
- I arrived in bits,
- furious at
Copenhagen.
- The swans were
stretching their necks and biting.
- The donkeys
stumbled badly on the descent.
-
- How nice your
compliments sounded
- it was as if the
lights in the priory hall
- had been turned on
all at once.
- The cabbage was
marvellous.
- Oh! If only I were
dressed better!
-
- You seemed a
little wanton.
- Thistledown,
someone said.
- And all were
weeping, men with white beards.
- The dog had
perhaps been noble and faithful.
-
- The weather was
very mild and still,
- as at the opera.
- The policemen on
the streets gave directions
- in the most
attentive fashion.
- The church arches
were splendid;
- the pillars
slender,
- and when we were
walking on the road
- you wrote the word
changelessness in the sand with your foot.
-
- My mind was like
an angel sinking.
- Among the ruins of
four walls you showed me the sea
- how it and the
starry sky were constructed.
- It was ebbtide. I
undressed.
- How many hearses
in the coming year?
-
- The children
herding cows were so beautiful.
- One questioned me
about the darkness.
- Ships with all
their sails, I said.
- All the melodies
of pain at every shift,
- and then the
endless moon, growing and growing.
- Fugue
of the Deal
-
- The account she
gave of
- herself will
always be open
- to question.
Desires
-
- dont like
the light; her lies
- were her own to
tell,
- and everyone who
knew him
-
- knew that one of
the great
- events of his life
had
- occurred at the
Place de
-
- Pyramides, when,
like clouds
- worn down by a
summer,
- their paths
crossed. Charm
-
- went with a
sympathy for
- ruin, meaning a
woman
- who lisps
slightly, gifts
-
- snatched up,
impulsively
- taking the wheel
of the car.
- She was all she
had to be
-
- by being, and the
voice
- in which he called
out to her
- was her own,
calling himself
-
- back in the same
frantic
- phrases of
estrangement,
- the same tones of
entrapment,
-
- as smoke. But her
voice
- was the colour of
day. She
- said that truth
excited her,
-
- and she could come
near,
- presuming to shed
light
- where he asked for
none,
-
- and it was perhaps
- predictable that
he should
- laugh in the first
instant
-
- of her absence. He
had
- seen the ocean as
it was,
- or something, at
the very
-
- least, like love,
woven
- one night in his
drab room.
- All similarity
ends there.
- Honour-Bound
-
- Our peaches and
apples had
- just ascended and
we were
- on the very verge
of whispering.
- Consider what
unfolded
- to the slow march
rhythms
- in the rooms
attractive with
- country furniture,
when we
- thought we might
run our hands
- over the
wainscoting, and
- the lesson was
interrupted
- by rage and lust.
How small
- we became
unknowable,
- as when the cats
settled on us
- to purr; whereas
in truth
- there was not a
prayer
- we would let slip,
and nothing
- in the world
mattered
- but porcelain
bowls and
- the priceless hair
of those
- unyielding,
secretive girls.
- We were alive, we
devoured,
- rehearsing
melancholia
- on the stairs,
heads slightly
- bent, as if from
too much
- reading, or
ravaging, in all our
- delicate footwear
and
- billowing sleeves.
You were
- lithe-limbed, you
seemed
- aware of the
sunlights
- fragility, the
terror holding back
- the curtains
as if the real
- body lay there to
be awakened,
- at midnight, when
we were
- so defenceless.
- The
Rider
-
- He woke and rose
before any colour
- And moved shadow
to reassure himself.
- This is a desert,
no one can save it.
- Can you walk
noiselessly on the outer edge,
- Shake fire from
the rocky trails?
- He turned and
there were eyes in the sage
- And juniper.
-
- Without word or
whip or spur.
- To the westward
the plateau.
- Downwards to a
dark stampede,
- As the sun peeled
from a cliff.
- The wind
thereafter hung at his heels,
- While the mescal
flowered and faded
- And died, keeping
its secret.
-
- He had broken from
the aspen:
- He would have to
go under stars,
- Pull the coat up
over him like sand,
- Fling chance back
where the graves blew bare.
- Dream put water to
his lips,
- And then he seemed
to rise in his saddle.
- Fine
Weather of the Siege
-
- The guards had
fled, indicating
- by their gestures
that the silence
-
- had not understood
them. Here
- and there a
soldier hid behind
-
- a horses
corpse; and the orator,
- a tall gaunt woman
who carried
-
- confusion in the
folds of her robes,
- cried, Justice is
in blood! and
-
- smeared the first
half-dozen
- stones of a
barricade. They found
-
- themselves masters
of the citadel,
- fed by grey dawn,
their strong
-
- hands blushing
with exquisite
- powers. Upturned
muskets now
-
- mingled with
psalms amid
- performances of
the wildest
-
- can-can, whereas
the mansion
- lost only its
chairs to the flames
-
- and the municipal
butchers closed
- for two hours.
Petroleum became
-
- the madness,
advancing with its
- banners never
seen, the children
-
- particularly
remonstrating with
- hunger, and words
fell blindly
-
- out of mouths onto
bare earth.
- The sun set like a
guillotine,
-
- bricking up the
cellar windows,
- and the moon grew
grave,
-
- artillery horses
clattering up its
- steep ascents.
Rifle butts pressed
-
- against shoulders,
barrels
- lowered
three hundred, four
-
- hundred as
though the shadows
- were a straggler
making a
-
- fraternal speech.
What were they
- to expect of those
who would
-
- defeat them? They
shrugged their
- shoulders in the
ceaseless
-
- cannonade. Someone
wheeled
- the astronomers
telescope
-
- into a safe place,
and nothing,
- nothing was above
them.
- Three
Poems by
- Prasenjit
Maiti
Meenal
Why is it that you always close
your eyes while we are making love?
Why is it that we are always crossing
swords? Why is it that I cannot write
to you anymore? Why is it that you
always get ever so lost in my coffee
drizzles? Why is it that I grow cold
even while tending your young and
supple breasts?
Why is it that you always
walk away during the sandstorms,
just before the rains would wash
down our orgasm? Why is it that
you make me forget all those lines
I once tried to write about you?
Why is it that you are one of
my unkept words?
memento mori
sunflowers outside these years are
now dead and Neal Cassady tee-shirts
are quite brazen against the days
and the nights
the grass was blue and the sky was green
the flush cackles all the while
in all those washrooms all over the place
the wash colors wearing a smirk
and an infatuation dead
with kaleidoscope eyes
she is wet in her laughter
and dead like nobody's business
the day the music died
so bye-bye Miss American Pie
she was not really the sun
and nothing under the sun was
in a tune
the days and nights are making out
on the rocks across drizzles
and used rubber
her cheeks prized open
and her hands in prayer
Sacrament
You were running down the stairs
against a clamoring sky and
nearly the sunset was
so mindlessly red, dark and
clambering
I was going away to Sacramento
to keep a word, if that
really means a thing and
I spread my bleak, prairie
palm to receive the whiteness
of your blessings
our deaths and mindlessness
so there was nothing else to be,
to be conquests to be dreams,
and worlds of to be
dry stalk and debris sculpted
from our lovemaking
our once lovemaking and
a fire and not a bird of fire
to be again and seriously
chant Hari Om or even Maya!
we were talking but fairy tales
Four Poems
from A Portfolio of Misery by
Tim
Cloudsley
A Metaphysics Of Consciousness, Life, And
Being
But the trouble is,
It did not happen like that.
Noone yet knows exactly how it did,
But it was much more, or much less, simple.
And that is the whole point.
Be Good!
They walk, with noses in the air,
Far above my world;
Like Gulliver, I must suffer my inferiority,
But pretend it is not real,
And that to transcend humiliation,
I must simply ignore it.
"Let us be bigger than such pettiness!
Let us allow that love is greater
Than silly squabbles permit!"
Oh ho, ho yes! Ignore the pain,
When the crunching boot of an iron giant
Stamps upon you, bleeding your jugular,
Just think of higher things!
Anger
I`m going to sink back into my ancient radicalism:
I hate the System, to hell with politics;
Lying, deceiving bastards all.
To hell with all the bastard politicians
And the lousy media,
War mongers, liars, destoyers of faith,
Mangling the human race.
I`m going back to complete Opposition
To all their lies and filth,
Never again will I begin to trust
One vile word from their mouths.
Confession
Tormented by self-doubt,
I feel not sanctimonious,
Split between two beings;
One introspective, quiet, and shy,
The other extraverted, impulsive, provocative;
Life and thought are difficult.
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