Letting Her Down
Ours was a relationship built on trust.
No longer could I continue to love her thrice nightly,
I lay there panting, searching for words,
I made conversation, simple, politely,
I wanted to say how sorry I was,
I pulled her to me and hugged her tightly,
'I've been fucking another,' I told her quite quickly,
I looked at her now and asked how she was feeling,
I lifted her roughly, her form seemed much thinner,
Ours were emotions more than pure lust.
Ours was a passion that was finishing just.
Mine was the burden of that final thrust.
I wanted to try to let her down lightly.
That were not too clichéd and not too absurd.
She lay beside me, silent and still,
Which made it harder to go in for the kill.
Thinking of ways to let her down lightly.
For the betrayal I'd played, deception and loss,
I wanted to comfort, as cheating words sank in,
But I still didn't know where to begin.
I was going to let her down lightly.
She sagged in my arms, the feeling was sickly.
I relinquished my grip as my words swiftly hit her,
'All sorts of positions, and right up the shitter.
For over two months we've been de-juicing each other,
In this very bed, me and my lover.
Yesterday was the last time, and I think you will find,
That you're in the damp patch that she left behind.
She's taller, she's tighter, she's blonder, she's better,
When I lick her out, she gets much wetter.
She's sexy and clever and as funny as hell,
And when she goes down, she swallows as well.'
But she said nothing, just stared at the ceiling.
She looked deflated, she looked dejected,
Now that she knew that she was rejected.
A weight off my mind, I sighed just slightly,
I was glad I managed to let her down lightly.
And squeezed out the air she had left within her.
My actions were brutish, ugly and drastic,
But I did put her outside to recycle her plastic.