The Private View

She’s a girlfriend’s friend 
she’s blonde with deep blue eyes 
seeming to dream of liquid desire
We’re caught in between 
the innocence of virtual sexuality
We sit down by the window 
with glasses of red wine 
"I know how to control men you see"

The aroma of her perfume is disturbing 
as are her knee weakening 
crossed velvet legs uncrossing. 
"I work in Soho I do exotic dancing there"
she said in a power dress outfit 
Waves of blonde hair fall
on breathing breasts of narcissism.
feeling her flesh skin tight 
legs cross back psychotically

Inside fears of a death union with her smoulder
in dark distorting atmospheres of static intercourse.
"you see I know what to look out for in men"
"how do you know?" I said
"It’s all in their mannerisms
I see it when I dance in their faces
but they don’t see me".

Probing me extra-meaningfully we talked
I mentioned my mother 
Her eyes metaphysically shooting me 
like a shark the legs closed
This was the end of a great friendship.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Poem from "Fear of Desire" published by Hangman Books