david xeno: disappeared
i'm ten, you're nine. with your special blanket,
you make a teepee, i make a wigwam.
we play unknowingly at squaw and chief;
no cowboys, no firearms, no reservations.
my kids are ten and six. i wrap them carefully
in old jumpers unearthed at jumble sales.
both fathers have gone missing; they could be
in hiding, or in gaol, or in shallow graves.
men tied me to the bed, rather roughlyi think of long grass and running water
my underwear was ripped unpleasantly
i lost count how many times they did it
i tell myself "it doesn't matter now"