david xeno: secrets

when i'm asleep, the cells within my brain unfurl
and speak of secrets that do not bow to lord or duke or earl
sometimes, without waking, i whisper shreds and tatters
torn from the high hymn-book of all that's good, all that matters

certain moments - not every day - say the name unnamed
the word that tells wild beasts that they will not be ruled, nor tamed
at sunset's evening bath, the purple fringed with gold
glyphs the roadsign to gentle paths, untrodden and concealed

the butterfly wakes and yawns: power of flight is gone
impossible wings are shed; colours shine no more that shone
our dreary senses grope: smeared and bleared, they falter
searching for the flame that burns shadows at life's altar

i mutter spells to blind my eyes to bright lapis and turquoise
i call back all my sentries, i withdraw the far-flung spies
before me is the beauty that is just behind the curtain
out of reach, my teachers say; out of reach, but strangely certain.

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